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6:36 PM



really super affected by what i heard today from the people around me...
i went to school today for extra dnt lessons...
WHY IS IT HAPPENING NOW....AT THIS TIME.... :(
helped jack with his dnt doing google sketch up..
from 10-12...
when i was talking to jack today he told me what happened before i came...
i was really taken aback.......
dam hurt...
before i came mr kamar..
told the students not to follow me and stuff all the bad things la...
then when my friend asked abt asking me to do the google sketch up..
he just said i dont know how to do and i was trying to sabo everyone....
during the N leveel submission i stayed till 8 plus to help all the N level students...
i sacrificed my time just to help them i was the one few who bothered to stay back to help them.
and he said i was trying to sabo the N level students....
it really broke me....
he said that because he claimed that i was the one to cause one of his students to get 0 for one of her board.
it wasnt even my fault..i asked the girl 3 times to check if it was ok and then i printed for her...
rushed back to school and stayed back just to help her...
took to days to finish doing her product and this was wht he said...
i was completely torn apart...
i just wanted to cry....
and after we were leaving i asked one of my friend if i could borrow the school mouse.
i asked in a proper manner...
and he just gave me a stare till he entered the room...
then he asked my friend if i wanted to steal a mouse....
he said not to lend me anything at all....
he even accused me of stealing the 2 mouse and the pen for the com that we lost....
deep inside i m so disappoint:(...

WHY IS IT ALL HAPPENING TO ME...I"M NOT ALRIGHT....
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9:28 PM




i never told u how much i love you because words just cant describe the feelings i have for u...
i never told u how much i treasured the times we spent together even just by walking you home cos i wanna do it forever...
i never had so much emotions running through my mind...:(
i"M SO DEPRESSED:(
but you'll never know....
growing up hardly without any love...
then i met u...
you became my whole world....
you were like a friend to me...
why did u have to leave:(
i loved u so much...
i just cant stop thinkin abt you...
i cant stop the tears:(
i was true to u the whole time...
having u in my embrace just gave me the assurance that i was loved....
you never shared anything with me...you shared it with him instead...
when the rest told me i was like a toy to u...
i just broke down ...
deep inside cos i loved u so much....
its so painful to let go...
i think about u every night...
wondering how you feel and wht you were thinkin...
i wanna be there for u...
i dont wanna close my eyes...i dont wanna think about you..
i just wanna be alone now...
:(
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10:59 PM



i feel neglected

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1:07 AM



CHANGE OF PLANSSS

anway here's my schedule for the week...starbucks every single day please
22- dnt from 8.30-1 plus , then going out till late night
23-reatively free, valerie's birthday
24- dnt, jarens bday party
25-dnt, (lunch cancel)
26- family outing with daddy finally whole day
27-lunch at raffles town club wih daddy, church
28-dinner with friends
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12:08 AM




GOSH....busy busy super weezy week starting NOW :)
somehow i love busy weeks...dont you?
it kindoff takess my mind off stuff and random thoughts...
at least i wont be a bummer anymore at home so i m DAM GLAD CAN...
isnt this good that at least for once its a dam colourful post?
anyway past week has been like a super awesome roller coaster ride...
was also dam busy but busy having tons and tons of fun under the SUN
I LIKE:) u like?
RAWRrrr i dont know why but i love clipping pegs at my lips....
the pain is dam sexy ..try it:)
anyway qite excited for my next run this coming friday...
expect it too be a breeze only 5 km...love the race pack...
i think this week will be heading to sentosa beach bar to slack again ...
and maybe starbucks to hardcore mug...:)

anway here's my schedule for the week...starbucks every single day please
22- dnt from 8.30-1 plus , then going out till late night
23-reatively free, valerie's birthday
24- dnt, jarens bday party
25-dnt, lunch with lynn
26- family outing with daddy finally whole day
27-lunch at raffles town club wih daddy, church
28-dinner with friends

anyway thing i'll update...:)
lennard




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1:05 AM




i just love today:)
maybe its cos she's back today after a 1 week trip to london....
or perhaps its cos i went out with a bunch of supercool super heros:)
today was a fun packed explosive and exciting day for me::)
tired but yet satisfied ...
happy on the inside shining on the outside:)
tmr's gona be better:)
SENTOSA with the same bunch of cool people that rock my world:)
i cant wait to see her...
the excitement is building up...
anyway PHOTOS:)



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1:05 PM




Tomorrow's your birthday....
i cant wait to see u again.....
but my presents are really bad....
i spent 4 days cut wood to make your name...
and now my school instructor threw it away...
i'd be lying to you if i said i did not care...
i put so much effort into it....
manually sand the wood until my skin came out...
nothing is going as i plan....
the present i got u never came...
i m really so disappointed.........
should i cancel it tomorrow?
i really wanna hand make u a super nice card...
i promised u i'd would blow you away...
seem like now its just all talk huh....
this sucks....i hate it....i hate where i m now
i hate making empty promises....
i m so tired of all listenin to empty promises...
since young i was promised things...
but its never came for me...
i swear i will never make an empty promise....
i hate empty promises....
the feeling of knowing that someone is going to get u the thing
but it never comes just sucks....
i have grow cold to such promises...
i will never trust anyone...
i m so lost at wht to do now...
all i want now is to get back the wood...
i was so devastated when it was thrown away...........
never gona let someone hurt me again....
my heart is closed....
i wanna come true for u...

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